Decisions

Winks, sparkling stares, status, materials, attire and all the manly gestures are simply not enough for us girls to decide the right decisions in life. Nonetheless, most of us had made mistakes believing the above is all it matters. Personality clashes, the weakness to be you, communication, maturity and many more happen beyond the attraction.

So, after all picking you seems like the hardest decision. Or am I exaggerating? Excel sheets evaluating, comparing and showing a very numerical explanation doesn’t still seem right. So, being a professional and an academic still isn’t working.

Therefore, as I advice any of you or even myself… go according to the flow. Let it come to you. Don’t even play hard to get. Just be yourself and let faith decide.

Hmmm…that’s a relief. Not writing this all…but believing the flow of life. Believing everything bad that happened (by bad here, I mean anything bad you can imagine), had flowed in its faith mainly because it makes you the imperfect yet the strong, brave and mature person who we are today. It’s such a liberation that having the strength to stand up on your feet when your bones are weak, having the smile of hope when it’s cloudy as hell and breathing every breath like there’s one big sigh next!